I didn't even know about my son, until he was already a year old. The news came to me on a cold winter day, and I was so shocked I denied the possibility. I had slept with the girl, but it had been so long ago, that it was hard to remember.
I tried to see him, but I just couldn't expect him until I knew for sure. The struggles I had been through with my daughters mother made me so nervous, that when we finally went to have the paternity test, I couldn't even look at her. When the results came back and they said he was mine, I didn't no whether to kiss her for not lying, or yell at her for not telling me sooner.