And baby makes two

I am having labor pains, they hurt. A lot. Soon I will not be alone anymore... Jake is of course, nowhere to be found... so I guess I didn't succeed in helping him not to forget me.

When I found out the news, I was scared, but happy. Jake, on the other hand, was not so much. He screamed and yelled at me instead of kissing me and twirling me around as I had imagined. I knew it might be difficult to raise a child with him in college fulltime, and I working at the grocery store, but I was sure we would manage. He said I was stupid, and I was trying to ruin his life. That hurt. Not as much as the labor pains though.

My new son was born 9 hard hours later. After the nurses left, it was just me and my amazing tiny beautiful miracle from GOD. Still no Jake in sight.