I thought I loved him. In that moment, I really did love him and I wanted to show him how much I loved him. I knew I was young but I was in love and I didn't care. He was my sweet escape and I knew that when he asked for sex, it was because he loved me. He climbed on top of me as I prepared for him to be one with me. I forgot about everything when I was with him. I knew he loved me and that made me feel so special, he made me feel beautiful and like nothing mattered. He got off of me and it was over there in the dark car, even before it had started. I smiled and told him how much I loved him.