She lay there before me, looking at me with great lust in her eyes. I could tell she wasn't new to this just by the look on her face but I was so nervous. Was I really ready for this? I looked down at her as she lay there naked, pulling me on top of her. Before I knew it, it was over and she lay there looking satisfied and very proud of herself. That was it, a whole two minutes spent on my first time having sex. I knew it didn't mean anything to her as she dressed quickly. I thought it would be more than that, I felt really disappointed though I faked a smile and tried to look just as satisfied as she did. It didn't feel the way I thought it would.