lost

I'm lost. Grown in a world that feels like I not from it. Humanity a creature I can not relate, but sense all they feel while my own feelings a shamble. The world is not as it seems but feels I am the only one who knows this. Energy I feel from people and objects most times if not over whelming it's distracting. Two see others paths in any angle the my move and know how your words will or will not change their direction. Relationship are hard when you know when the end befor they start. To have the ability to sway others to what I think with ease has made life a little easier to bare. Why is it my path is unclear? Why can people feel when I'm around before I enter a room or why I them? It is hard to trust when you know just how much they lie. And all lie.