I was so hurt and angry over the breakup that I wanted to get even somehow. So I decided to make my ex-boyfriend jealous.
I started dating this guy who was a non-Greek. He liked me a lot more than I liked him. But he was tall, dark and handsome-and very sexy. I made sure my ex-boyfriend saw us together as much as possible.
One night, my ex-boyfriend was walking his new girlfriend back to her sorority house at the same time my new boyfriend was walking me back to my dorm. I could feel my ex-boyfriend watching us. So I led my new boyfriend toward the golf course, which was known for being the place everyone went to have sex.
That's where I lost my virginity. It was just awful. I wished I hadn't done it. It wasn't worth it.