Losing my virginity

I was a sophomore in high school and had a crush on this boy who was a junior. He had long hair, blue eyes, and always wore tight jeans and a tee shirt that showed of his great build. I thought he was really cool and sexy.

One day, I was at a pizza restaurant with a group of friends when he walked in and joined us. He gave me a wink and a smile, and I smiled back-then we started flirting. He offered to drive everyone home and made me sit next to him so I'd be the last one dropped off. When we were all alone, we drove to the secluded spot where all the kids went to make out. I was nervous and excited. We parked and kissed. But before I knew it, he was all over me, had my pants down, and was inside me.

I thought (or hoped) this meant he loved me and that we were boyfriend and girlfriend. But the next day at school, he totally ignored me and picked up some other girl.