Losing my virginity

I was one of those old-fashioned girls saving myself for marriage. My boyfriend had been pressuring me to have sex. I didn't really want to. But I was afraid of losing him if I didn't give in. So one night, I let him have sex with me in the back seat of his car. I didn't know what I was doing, so it was probably as bad for him as it was for me. Afterwards, I felt really sad about losing my virginity. I wished I had held out longer.