"I'm sorry honey, I just don't feel it anymore." Rowan told me.
"But? Are you sure? If you've found someone else, you can just tell me." I was amazed that it was happening, "You don't have to say you're a lesbian, if you're not.."
"But I think I am. Its really hard, and I am sorry to do this to you." She paused, "I do still love you, but I just want something different. If it makes you feel better, I'll stay close so you can see Delilah any time you want."
Rowan was leaving me to go be a lesbian. It had been my own stupid fault for bringing up marriage.