I hate to admit it, but occasionally I wished that I had never had a child. When things were really bad, when things went sour with my husband, as I had to move home and everything was just so stressful. But then there are moments where I hate myself for even considering not having my little angel. Like when she said her first words, which were well… 'Mama' and 'No'. But still, the first time I heard her say my name, my heart just melted and I think I started crying. She is so worth all the frustration I've gone through, and I wouldn't give her up for anything!