I took a job working at a YMCA, putting together activities for mentally challenged little kids. The woman who ran the aquatic center was a former competitive swimmer and I think she could tell I found her really attractive. One day after the place closed, she pulled me into an equipment locker and pulled up her skirt and asked me to have sex with her. I was still a virgin at that point so I could hardly say no, even though the religious side of me was telling me to turn her down. I never imagined I'd lose my virginity in such a passionless way and the guilt of it tore me up for a long time.