If good things aren't meant to last, then bad things will drown you when they end. When we divorced, it was like that one last big fight. It was terrible. I knew I had rushed into it, and that I really should've waited to get to know her better. I had just felt so lonely and desperate. I didn't want to wait for the relationship to sour, and had hoped that marriage would keep us together.
Susan had changed a lot in the 2 years we had been married though, and we ended up arguing more than loving. By the time she asked for a divorce, I had already been expecting it. I didn't want it, but I knew it was coming, and I didn't fit her.