An Electra Complex

I don't know. I suppose because I never really had a father figure, I have this thing for older men. Not, like, Granddaddy old, but like, you could almost be my father old. Even in high school, I had the hots for older men, so my first boyfriend was fifteen years older than me. He would never really want to go out in public because he didn't like the looks that he got when we were affectionate, but that was okay because I just liked being with him. Unfortunately, I didn't realize he was just using me for the physical relationship. He was gone the moment I got pregnant.