Am I scared

Sometimes I wonder how we are able to handle these situations and get out of them. I am scared. I have to admit. I know that this is the opposite of what is good for me right now. I feel as if my throat chakra has closed up and I can't even scream not a sound.
I was diagnosed with cancer and the dr. assigned to me is as in compassionate as you can think. He makes me feel very uncomfortable and I feel hushed. He does not want to hear me. I thought it was just a moment, but every time I go there it is the same. His notes anger me, they are not reflecting what I am saying.
I am changing dr' s. Wish me luck to find a compassionate carrying and knowledgeable dr.