I had sat down after getting back from the graveyard, and had decided it was time to figure out what I really wanted.
As I sat down at my dining room table, I tapped the pen several times before writing down my first few ideas. I had always wanted to travel outside of the country, I thought it might be fun to get trashed for once, and I really wanted a tattoo. I laughed at myself and at those ideas, but still continued to right down me "before I die" list.